Tim Jenkins
Tim Jenkins (Twitter @afbeerexplorer) E-mail: Afbeerexplorer@gmail.com
Hi I'm Tim originally from South Wales but living in Gloucestershire. I'm a single parent to a son. So as you can imagine most my time is taken up with him but in my spare time I enjoy going to football and rugby games and gigs.
Why Alcohol Free
Quite a few years back now I went through a tough situation with my ex which ended up with police getting involved and eventually me ending up with full custody of my son (4 at the time) . As you can imagine this left me with little spare time. But on the occasions that I did get spare time I tended to go out drinking and this would often lead to me drinking excessively and quite often becoming abusive to people I was with or even complete strangers. I'd often wake up the night after with no recollection only to be reminded by friends what I had done. For many years I thought I could control the drinking and change things but this never happened. I'd stop for a few months and then think I could control it but start up again with the same result. I have lost friends through this behaviour who I know have tried to help me but came to a point they couldn't help me if I didn't help myself.
This all came to a head when I went for a weekend away to Krakow. First night there I went out for a few beers ended up being persuaded by a lady to go to a strip club. Where I paid for unlimited drinks and drank a lot of vodka which resulted in me waking up the following day with a lost phone and my bank account emptied.
After this I realised I could not go on drinking like this I had a son who relied on me and couldn't keep getting in these states as it was only a matter of time before something happened.
Since then I have been diagnosed as having depression and realise a lot of the drinking was down to me trying to push feelings I had never really dealt with away.
So I started to explore the alcohol free market. To begin with it was in conjunction with alcoholic drinks in a way to cut my intake but has more recently been just alcohol free.
I have discovered that most the things I was looking for in alcoholic drinks I can find in alcohol free. I can still explore all the different tastes and the large range that is now available. Just without the problem of ending up in a drunken mess.
Whether I eventually go back to alcohol and just moderate better with a mixture of alcoholic and non alcoholic Beers I don't know but for now alcohol free seems the best for me.
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